anyways … tumblr is my only social media now hahahah :)
i just deactivated my facebook and twitter accounts … i have to get away from this shit thats making me felling bad … away from that pearson thats making me cry and saying every single night “why?” , because i have nothing left to share with ot because hes just not interested … oh well i hope he sees what he means to me … but i seriously think he will never see … fuck.
Someday…
i want so badly to live in NY or San Francisco … or even in washington dc … i live in mexico (merida , yucatan) … theres nothing here , theres nothing that can give me the inspiration to go on AND DO BIG THINGS!!! WITH ANYTHING.
Everyone is so fucking vain or rude or even just BLEGH!!! … im tired of this shit … someday im leaving here to us or canada … but far away from here.
THE XX - ISLANDS
IM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG!!!
ill write this in spanish … just because i can ..
La maravillosa teoria de el que el amor es universal :
Esa teoria de que el amor es universal , de que es para todo y todos son para alguien … siento defraudarles o siento desilucionarlos pero si es asi … entonces por que hay mucha gente sola? … por que la gente muere sola? … por que amar es sufrir …
Aveces me pongo a pensar en tantas teorias sobre el amor , sobre la vida , sobre el ser humano y dato tras dato me doi cuenta de lo complejo que somos en realidad de lo inutil que somos en realidad …
Inutil por que no nos damos cuenta del potencial que tenemos para valorarnos … siempre es lo mismo , primero nos fijamos en los sentimientos de la otra persona ANTES QUE LA PROPIA , y cuando nos damos cuenta de la nuestra es cuando ya nos lastimaron y nos quejamos de aquello
Es estupido que la gente puede llegar a pensar a asi , vivir por el es vivir por ambos no solo por una persona es por ambas … para tener una buena conexión con alguien siempre debes considerar tus sentimientos primero , siempre debes ver mas alla de lo que tus ojos ven , aprender a escuchar , sonreir cada vez que puedas y reir en toda oportunidad … si tu estas feliz la felicidad llegara.
IM GOING BLONDE!!!
YEP!!! BLONDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE … LIKE DUMB BLOND SHLALALAL … my hair is black , but im tired of it … i really dont care if people tell me i look gay … FUCK YOU!!! … at least i have the balls to do it and dont give a fuck :D … soo yep blond , my piercing , and then my tatto :)
I’S SOMEBODY THERE??
IS SOMEBODY READING MY POSTS???
I REALLY WANT TO KNOW I HAVE PEOPLE OR SOMEONE WHOS READING ME HERE … PLEASE IF YOU ARE TELL ME SO I CAN POST STUFF AND … I DON’T KNOW … BE CREATIVE? … WELL HOPE YOU ARE HERE
Mr Aeas
this is my twitter … sometimes ill write in spanish , sometimes in english … hope you dont mind :)
GUYS PLEASE SHARE MY VIDEO!!!! AND LIKE OR HATE IT HAHAHA
WITH MORE VIEWS COMES MORE CHANCE FOR ME TO WIN!!! :D !!!
THIS IS MY VIDEO FOR THE Evanescence ‘The Words’ Fan Response Contest’
HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT AND SHARE IT!!! :3 !!!
:3!!! 2013 PLEASE COME QUICK!!
hope it lands in my b.day … it would be so fucking cool!!!!
my bday is august 28 by the way :3
city of bones cast…
ok so jace … nahhhh not my jace in mind … hate him in twilight …
clary … ok maybe shell work … maybe … shes was ok in mirror mirror
simon … OH HELL YEAH!! love him in the misfits :3
jocelyn … well … we shall see
magnus … OH H E L L YES!!!!! thats my magnus!!!!
hodge … almost but yep!! love him :3
cant wait to see who will be alec :D
AND THIS IS ME SMILING LIKE A DUCK …
FUCK I JUST WANNA PUNCH MYSELF SOMETIMES …
JUST GOT MY COPY OF CITY OF LOST SOULS …
HERE IN MEXICO IT WILL TAKE FOR EVER TO SELL BUT A FRIEND OF MY MOM BOUGHT IT FOR ME!!! :D
FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW!!!!!
my view from my 10th floor room …